Guess I was able to tell week 15 to seriously kiss my ass. As Andrew kindly reminded AGAIN, aunt flow was visiting , my mileage was down a little and of course, my eating was not on par.
I still can't find any workout clothes to fit. I'm holding on to a dream I think. I'm a little irritated by this but I will find something eventually. By the time I do find something, I will need shorts. I'm excited as my birthday is in a week and I'm hoping that I will get another gift card and I've been saving for my new running kicks. When you start running, it is ESSENTIAL that you have good running shoes. I will never be able to pay 40.00 on a pair of running shoes because I am obsessed with the fact that I must be fitted for them. I've yet to have a shin splint, sore feet or toes, or anything because I budgeted that money for good shoes. I don't preach money on much and I'm generally frugal to the core however, good fitting shoes are IMPORTANT. Can you tell I'm excited about new shoes for my birthday? ha. Oh, any maybe a new pair of Balega's!!
This week was good for Andrew too as I had asked him a few times if he was down a size. Just today, he texted me to tell me he felt eyes on him at work. He couldn't figure out why. Finally, 15 minutes later, someone came up to him and asked him how much weight he has lost. THAT has to feel good.
We are both blessed with good friends and family that pick us up as needed. Sometimes, you just need that little bit of affirmation. He inspires me daily. I try to make things easy on everyone by having fruits and veggies readily available and grab and go items (healthy) for lunches. This doesn't mean that we don't indulge every now and again. I mean just this week I made oatmeal chocolate chip cookies. :)
Oh and today, I found out that I won a "like and share" contest from One More Mile Running. I'm so excited to be getting that shirt. Remember when I mentioned them here as one of the shirts I was considering for my 1/2? Yay!! What a good way to bring up my spirits.
What happens when you just want to scream about something?? I guess I should just let it go. I'm being a piece of shit! Seriously, I'm still having severe anxiety issues with a particular...I really, really want to just move on and then just when I think I may have accomplished the moving on part....It affects me daily! I've been praying about it and praying about it and praying about it. Rant and ramble much??
Oh, my logged miles this week? 12 miles. Not up there in mileage but I got some enjoyable ones in! Weather is suppose to be good this weekend. Hoping it stays that way!